Apologies that are long overdue

Hello people of the Ben 10 Fan Fiction Wiki. I'm sure some of you probably remember me, and that most likely none of you remember me in a positive light. I've changed a lot from the man (boy really) you used to know. The events that I am referring to happened many years ago, but I still would like to apologize to everyone here who I had wronged in that time. Especially SubZero, who is inactive it seems,  who had to put up with me a lot, and looking back now I realize that he had way more patience than I deserved. I also noticed that Lego Master, or Chris as I knew him, has left this Wiki.I don't know why he left, and it looked like he didn't leave on good terms so I have decided not to ask why, but I will say that he above everyone else, was friends with me, despite my short comings and previous immaturity. So if you're reading this Chris, thank you so much for everything you had done for me. I don't remember very much from back then, but I remember enough to know that I regret everything I had ever done on this wiki. I'm 4-5 years older now, I'm in high school and I like to think that I have matured since then. I know you may not forgive me, I shouldn't ask for it, and I'm not. If you have read this than you have done more than I could ask for already, because you know. I just wanted you to know that I am truly sorry and ashamed of my actions. I am considerring coming back to this Wiki but I am not really sure. If I do I won't be continuing any of my previous series' because I can't stand to look at the spelling/grammar. It hurts to look back and see how unintelligent and immature i was at the time.Thank you for taking the time to read this, I appreciate it very much.