User blog:UltiVerse/My 20th Birthday!

Another year, another birthday!

Yay?

Okay, I'm gonna be honest. I haven't been feeling super amazing lately. I don't want to go into detail, but besides the usual stuff, I suppose I've been pretty nervous about turning 20. Yeah, I know a lot of people think age is just a number, but 20 is a special age. I will no longer be a teenager as of July 3. To put it lightly, my teen years haven't been the best. I find myself looking back with a lot of regret, wishing I had done some things and hadn't done other things.

However, one of the things I definitely don't regret is joining BTFF and BTP all the way back in 2012. I've spent the entirety of my teen years, basically a third of my life, on the wikis and I don't plan on leaving anytime soon. I've said this several times, but I don't mean it any less: Joining and being part of the wikis has been one of the best experiences of my life and by far one of the highlights of my teen years. I'm lucky enough to have made a lot of great friends and memories, I manage not just one but both wikis, I've made some sort of impact on them (at least, I'd like to think I have) and I get to work on my magnum opus (yes, POTO's not dead; college just gets in the way a lot).

What I'm trying to say is I owe you all everything. I genuinely don't know where I'd be today had I not joined the wikis back then. You've helped me through many tough times and shown me a lot of support and I can't thank you enough. If I've directly or indirectly upset you in the past, I sincerely apologize and I hope I can make it up to you in some way.

Unfortunately, unlike previous years, I won't be hosting a party this time, as I'll be pretty busy. To make up for this, I'll send a link to my Discord server to whoever wants to join it. It's basically my little safe space that I use to talk about my interests with a small group of people. If you'd like to join it, simply DM me on Discord.

Anyway, that about wraps it up. I'm trying my best to look on the bright side for the future. Maybe my 20's will be more merciful to me. Have a nice day and see you when I see you!