User blog:PokeRob/Hello again, BTFF

My block has ended now, and I just wanted to say some stuff in this blog. First and foremost,

I'm sorry.

I realize a lot of us didn't end off on a good foot in 2016, and I also realize that... well, it's my fault. I did a lot of rude, idiotic and in general poorly thought out things over the span of 2016. I don't think I realized that what I was doing was so bad at the time, but I'm glad you guys blocked me when you did; it sort of served as a wake up call that I really needed to god damn grow up. I lost the respect and trust of many of you, many of you who mean a lot to me, and I know I can't just magically have it back, and that I'll have to do my best to earn it. I just hope you guys can give me the opportunity.

I'd like to believe that I've matured a lot over my block and I want you to believe me when I say I will do my best to stay away from trouble. I had to stay away from one of my favorite places, one of my favorite websites, for three months, and I think that gave me a good opportunity to think. Now, about my block reasons, I'm sorry. I'm especially sorry to CaT and Steve, and I really hope you guys can forgive me eventually. I'm sorry for constantly starting and/or continuing arguments; what I thought was just sticking up for what I thought was right was really more so me getting salty and assuming that my opinion was the right one. I'm sorry for apparently disrespecting admins; you have to believe, I didn't even know I was doing this; I can see how I was doing it, and I deeply regret it, since I considered some of the admins on here my closest friends on the site. I'm sorry for trashposting; while I did start cutting it down maybe two weeks before I got blocked, I obviously didn't cut it down enough or even soon enough.

I'm really just sorry for everything; I know I've been repeating that a lot in this blog, but truthfully that's just because I really mean it and I'm not sure how else to word it.

I guess I'll talk to some of you soon,

Rob