Board Thread:General Wiki Discussion/@comment-4969948-20160715192923/@comment-4969948-20160715201020

Cartoon44 wrote: Before anyone votes further, I would like to say something. Yes, I have been not as active as I should be. At least on chat. Should I help out with maintanance? Should I be more active with editing? Yes.

As for the issues with the users and personal issues in general, I think this is mainly about the issue with my brother, that's been going on for the past few days. I understand why it became a problem, and the thing is, I'm really defensive about him. I don't want to see him blocked, or punished, by any means, especially when I have the power to do something about it. I'm sorry about being in the way, but when it comes to family, I get extremely defensive.

When it comes to the Fanon Con, I failed to be on time for one job, and while it was my mistake, it was given to me after someone else could not do it themselves the day before.

These are my responsibilities, and I've made mistakes, but I haven't been given a lot of chances to fix them.

Look guys. I love this job. When I got promoted, I loved that you guys trusted me, had faith in me. I'm sorry that I haven't lived up to the promise to stay on task, but just tell me my mistakes and I will do everything I can to fix them. If there's problems like this, then I will certainly fix them. I'm not perfect, I can't always live up to the expectations or the demand. I know. But I have proven myself to you guys, and I will do my best to continue. I love this wiki, I want to help it, I want to do as much as I can to care for it. Being admin is a gift I don't want to lose. Although I may be inactive on chat, I am completely active on the wiki. I monitor it every single day, you can check my latest log ins, and if there's a problem that is addressed that I am aware of, I will do my best to fix it.

That Year of Unity blog is coming very soon, it's been due for a while, but it's being posted. That is my responsibility, my duty, and I promise to fulfill it. It was a simple issue of not being aware of the due date. Whatever it takes to be the best admin I can be, I will do it.

Tell me the problem, tell me the mistake, and I won't do it again. Or at least I'll try my hardest to.

PLEASE KUDOS THIS MESSAGE IF YOU HAVE READ IT. While I'm sure we all appreciate you apologizing and saying all of this, you're basically begging everyone to keep you around, especially with your bolded text right at the end. This isn't solely about your inactivity, you have conspired against the admins in the past and it hasn't yet stopped, it's just less common. You basically told me off earlier because I did my job, and you made me feel extremely embarrassed.

You haven proven yourself, yes, but actions speak louder than words in this case. People can oppose, people can support, this is purely a community verdict, but all in all you aren't exactly realizing what has gone wrong here; simply, you don't want to demoted. That's understandable, no one does, and I'm sorry if this thread hurt you. One of the issues here is...you always sound willing to help, and you do, but you never live up to the promise.

I know, you aren't perfect, no one is, but we are struggling as a community and we need an active crat who knows what they're doing and knows how to get things done. I'm sorry to say, but you have not been that crat for quite some time know. We let things slide, we let mistakes happen, but there's more and more issues arising.

Also, you did not even mention CaT in this. CaT has shown extreme maturity and is really great person to have around, and I say he deserves a chance, too. He has been here longer, he loves the wiki as well, and we already chose him in case someone gets demoted.