User blog comment:Migster7/Stuff I Need To Say/@comment-1824169-20160703202458

You don't need to fake anything. A lot of people here have gone through and dealt with similar issues and emotions, and I personally feel we'd generally be very understanding.

I only ever get PCd if someone wants info or a request or whatever. Casual conversations happen for me all of never. Like Rob said, it's not out of the ordinary not to get PCd.

For the show thing, I think most people just want full creative control of their own stuff. They know exactly what they want to do and how to do it, and bringing in someone else could upset that balance. I've personally never been propositioned to help someone with writing anything. (Well, outside of the one crossover, but that's sort of a given)

As for the drawing thing, it took me like five years of constant practice to make my stuff not look like absolute garbage. If it really is something you're interested in, I could give you some pointers or something, but you should know up-front it takes a lot of dedication.

As far as friends go, it can be hard to make or keep up friendships with people you don't have all that much in common with. I, uh, didn't actually have "friends" persay for most of my life; I had a couple when I was, like, 5, but we moved away and I had all of zero friends until around late last year when I started to get to know all of you better.

The real life issues sound incredibly rough, and I'm sorry that happened to you. Nobody deserves to be treated like that, and it sounds like you took a real blow to your self-confidence. However, I need you to know that it is not your fault. You make mistakes. Sometimes you might make big mistakes. Welcome to the club, friendo.

If you make a mistake, you should certainly acknowledge it and try to fix it if possible, but beating yourself up over it does all of zero good for you or anyone else. It can be hard to do, but you need to accept yourself as a worthwhile person, flaws and all, and move forward. If you just wallow in self-pity about how "awful" you are all the time, how are you going to improve?

>"Worst admin to date"

I have several opinions on this matter, but suffice it to say that no, you are far from it.

As for the disagreeing with admins thing, the only big issue I really have is that things keep end up happening late or disorganized lately. I get that the people on the team have a lot of things to deal with in real life, but if they get in the way a lot, there's nothing wrong with asking the community to help out with events and what not once in a while. But I digress.

I'm sorry to hear that you feel inclined to leave because of all this. I'm not really sure what else to say other than what I've already said in this comment, but we'd certainly miss you.

>"Anyway, you guys have a wonderful day. I usually don't, but that's just me."

hahaha you are among like souls far more than you know my dude