User blog comment:UltiVerse/Update: August 2016/@comment-3441048-20160808081219

Ulti, you need to stop blaming yourself and even more hating yourself. You're a great guy and, like you said, Human too so you shouldn't expect yourself to be able to do everything. Personally, I hate it when I delay on certain things and I hate it when things just don't work out for me but that's perfectly normal because we're all people. This type of stuff is just gonna happen. To me, it seems like you have a lot of stuff to do and you're trying to push yourself to get ontop of all of it but I think you should just take it one by one first. Try focusing on the more important things which is up to you to decide but just don't forgot that you're more important than any of this stuff here. If you're unhappy or anything like that then there's no point in pushing yourself in this. This shouldn't have to feel like a job (despite the admin stuff but you know what I mean) but a place where you can be you. I hope that makes sense.