User blog comment:Sci100/I don't know anymore.../@comment-24351229-20140704034509

Come on guys, you're making me cry... wait thats just the sweat of my awesomeness! http://images1.wikia.nocookie.net/ben10fanfiction/images/7/73/Trollface.png

... Alright I'll confess. I feel kinda bad about you guy's lives. All the bullying, the moving countries stuff, the depression... I've lived normally my entire life, never bullied unless it was by my friends (joking obviously), and I'm the funniest, jokiest guy in all my periods in middle school (except 1st period, I'm the exact opposite...lolz). But that's at school.

My mom had a cancer since 2013 i don't want to talk about, my little brother is a diq who thinks he's tough and always says "I'm not scared of you", my big brother graduated last year but is a lazy slop at home, and I'm always on the computer alot (even though today I was only on for 2 hours.) I'm not good at sports, (though I'm practing this summer), and my dad divorced my mom and moved to California, which is also sheet.

But I never showed that part of me at school nor on chat. I was either that nice, sensitive dude or that quick-witted humorous guy, or whatever. One thing that doesn't describe me is short-tempered. It takes alot to piss me off at home, school, or on chat.

So honestly, I can't tell what my personality is. I pixel-over art, I do Pivot Animation, I'm specialized here in arts. So I'm sorry if my life isn't as bad as you guys, maybe I'm not that old yet.

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Second, I am a little unhappy because I thought BTFF would die also. But BTFF will revive soon, there will be new users (like Dilluscus and OmniDragon), and some old users will return. BTFF is kinda like the real world, there will be future generations. As the lucky user weeks ago celebrates making the 30,000th page, in the future someone will celebrate making their 1,000,000th page. That's all I have to say.

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Third, I have an announcement to make... Remember my birthday a few weeks ago?

I didn't turn 16...

I turned 13.

I joined BTFF Christmas day 2011 when I was 10, and believe me when I say that was the best self-christmas gift I've ever found. I remember when I first came on as n00b, and I would make funny Rath jokes with my first online best friend Sub, like:

"LEMME TELL YOU SOMETHING 15 YEAR OLD CHILD! HOW DARE YOU EAT RATH'S CAKE, CUS WHEN I COUNT TO...uh....FIVE OR SOMETHING, YOU BETTER UNEAT THAT CUPCAKE AND GIVE TO ME!"

I didn't care what age I was, and I admit it, I knew you had to be 13 to join Wikia. But BTFF was the first Wikia I went to, my first name was Ren10fanman (on my old account), because of my favorite series, Ren 10. I had friends in real life, but my friends here on BTFF were something else. When I was sad, I came here. When I was mad, I came here. When I was about to quit life because of something, I came here!

Speedy, Reo, Brandon, Bloxx, Sklei, Sci, Nick, Will, Zon, Lego, Sub, Ultra, Space, Coke, Dark, Ulti, Mig, Jack, Solo, Nar, Jack, AB, Yolo, Yoponot, XLR8 (the 2012 one), Fourarms (the 2011 one, not Fourarmsguy), Brian, Omni, Bink, Ahmad, Lego, Ultra, Scare, (dammit did i just put Ultra twice?), Space, Tammar, Puck, Dark, Coke, Migester, Dyloxx, Paper, Roads, Rob, Omi, Omni, Fig (Mr.pikachu), the list goes on!

I mean 3 of my closest friends, Sub, Speedy, and Zon rarely come on today, and when they do we barely talk. We used to be best buds, I even made a series including us (excluding Sub, sorry). Things have changed, but we must accept change for the better.

I just hope you guys accept me for my true age...

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Last, lets please not have anymore blogs about this. I'm gonna resume back to Awesomeness Ren after this, and a lot of secrets and lifestories were revealed. Let's resume to happy BTFF, the one that we hope to thrive and grow, not eat the same problems constantly for dinner every night. Oh, and Happy Early Fourth of July, folks....