User blog comment:UltiVerse/Update: August 2016/@comment-1824169-20160808141855

Something you need to understand is that life is 90% being a total screw-up. For me, for you, for everyone. Life is going to keep knocking you down, but you need to keep getting back up.

Holding on to your mistakes is never a good idea. All it does is hurt you. It doesn't make the mistakes go away, and it doesn't make anyone else happy to see you miserable. Don't just ignore your mistakes, obviously, but you need to learn what you can from them and then move on.

Of course, that's regarding the mistakes you have made, and looking at your blog, you're blowing a lot of things out of proportion. The things you mentioned aren't even mistakes for the most part, they're just things that happened that you beat yourself up for.

Also you're like the second admin who's mentioned in a blog that they think they're the worst admin. Have you made mistakes? Yes. So have I, so has everyone. Are they nearly as big as you're making them out to be? Not in the slightest.
 * 1) No you're not. Like Mig said, we're all pretty much on equal footing.
 * 2) Even if you were (which you're not), beating yourself up over it wouldn't help anything.

You're way too hard on yourself, and living surrounded by people who beat themselves up over everything in real life, I can tell you right now that that's not a good way to think.

If you don't mind, I'd like to make a suggestion: Whenever you feel you've made a mistake and start feeling bad about it, stop what you're doing (if you can; obviously don't stop if you're driving or something), take a deep breath, and count to ten. Remind yourself that even though you made a mistake, it's okay, and you'll be fine. Repeat as necessary until you calm down a bit, and then try to think over the situation again. Chances are that it's not as bad as you think.

Remember, we're all in this together. We're a bunch of screw-ups, and you know what? That's okay. As long as we keep moving forward, we'll be just fine.