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CaT Reviews: How To Use The Ultratrix Part 1! happened. It's a video this time as opposed to the regular text review.

The Build soundtrack came out and the insert songs are hella lit. Evolution might be one of my favorite villain themes period.

Vote for the next Alien Fest.

Vote in the Omniverse Awards.

My job takes up about 1/3 of my day max but it feels like my entire life revolves around it. Every day I wake up dreading work, then I go into work and hate every minute of it, then I spend the rest of the day dreading going back the next day, and the cycle just repeats like that ad infinitum. God I want to die. But I have to make money to pay bills. Bills that only apply because I'm alive to use the things I'm paying for. So if I killed myself, that solves both of those problems right there.

Of course, suicide is something I love to fantasize about, but realistically speaking, I doubt I'll ever go through with it. I wish I could. I just want this to end already. Everything hurts (physically and emotionally). I'm tired. I want to go home. But there's no such thing as "home", at least not in this regard. "Home" is just a vague concept my brain throws together to try and make sense of how empty I feel by assigning the emptiness to something that is physically not present and in reality doesn't even exist. There is no "home" for me.

I have no coping mechanisms. I envy people who do. I used to. Then the depression took those away too.

I'm surrounded by shit I bought to try and make myself feel better but it still feels like I have nothing.

I wish I didn't need attention. If I still had anything resembling passion left in my body I might be fine with people ignoring me. As it stands I constantly need external validation to keep me going.

I know you don't give a shit. Let's move on.



Art Corner

Magazine Page Mockup

By ChromastoneandTabby

Experimenting with making magazine-style promotional material. The art behind the renders is entirely new.

Nothing of note.

Well, that's it for today, folks. This was the eighty-sixth issue of The CaT Gazette. Sorry for wasting your time.