Thread:Zonator/@comment-4897796-20121007175637

Note: Don't judge by the length, just read it. Cuz it took me lots of bravery to say below.

Dear Zon,

Hey, I don't know if you would read this, or if you would but couldn't respond, but I will continue. You know, before you were banned with about 4 months flashback, when you became a mod. You slightly began to change. before that incident, you were my lighthouse teaching me how to ride safely in the new-to-me sea. You were my best and only friend. You changed to worse. You seemingly began to loose me day after day... Well, I tried to give you another chance. I tried to send you an indirect message (PS: I always do so, but none recieves the indirect messages), through my first and only song, What Happened to Good Old Friends?, and it's containing episode. If you read those, you might find situations close to reality, like when you became a mod (went ultimate in episode), I added the ending with you devolving and returning to us, but nonsense... I admit, I began to secretly hate you, but I still had respect towards you (and that's the reason i kept it secret). I was still willing to forgive you, but you, socking and cursing caused me to avoid doing so, and they also made me lose the remaining respect towards you, resulting in me saying this entire message. Sincerely, Ahmad 