User blog comment:Sci100/I don't know anymore.../@comment-5163958-20140704014633

You know, I could continue this somewhat common trend, and tell so much about me that it'd be like..every single piece of information about me, but I just can't convince myself to do that, and I probably never will. But, here's what I will say.

Throughout my life, there have been 3 versions of myself, in a sense. The first version was the me that was social and whatnot, and could actually hold a conversation without it getting awkward. That version died in April 2012.

The second version is the current version, the one that can't stand being around people, the one that wants to just..be in a room all by themself so they can relax and concentrate on stuff. The version that constantly gets annoyed because my family is full of humorous people. This version can't hold a conversation, doesn't want to get involved in conflicts, tries to help the two sides to reach some kind of compromise. Both the first and second versions are kind, try to see the good in people wrongfully accused, and try to let them know that not everyone hates them. This version was born through tradegy, and increased by fear, the sense of starting over, and constant bullying. This version is..basically what I describe as me.

The third version is what I try to be. I try to act like I'm capable of doing what in reality..I can't. This version pretty much died in October 2013, possibly before that. I can mainly remember version 2, the other two are just brief seconds of a memory, and are gone. And that's all I will say for now.